23 agosto 2008

Ahora (decimoquinta por lo menos)

Es malo todo... El contenido y la forma. Qué más da: no persigo el Nobel de poesía ni mucho menos. Perdonadme, sólo eso. Y que me perdone el sr. Serrano una vez más, claro.


No me reconozco en palabras
salidas de mis adentros
de mi puño y de mi letra
de mi voz, seguramente temblorosa,
transcrita y escrita con descaro
y demasiadas ganas de comerme el mundo
y comerte.
No me reconozco, pero soy yo
(bueno, no: FUI yo).
Ahora...
uff, ahora,
qué palabra,
curioso adverbio;
bueno: ahora...
ahora tengo aún más miedo
no miro, y no veo porque no quiero,
escucho sólo una de cada doscientas
cuarenta y ocho veces,
y tengo aún más miedo,
aunque eso ya lo he dicho.
Ahora no hago la cama,
no miro cada dos minutos el teléfono,
no espero tu llamada
nunca: ya lo sabes.
Ahora que me pongo un puñal en el pecho
y una pistola en la sien
a la hora de coger un simple lapicero.
Ahora todo es tan distinto
(porque ahora todo sigue siendo igual).
Ahora sólo lloro mientras duermo.

36 comentarios:

nerea dijo...

Buenísimo. Un saludo.

Aprendiz dijo...

Tururu... usted siempre fue grande con ese lapicero. Ahora siempre será solo un instante.

Frozen dijo...

Me alegra que tanto el maestro aprendiz como tú sigais pasandoos por aqui

que no se pierda

un beso

Aprendiz dijo...

Que pretendes amigo? Mantener esto tu solo? Y un huevo, jaja.

Un abrazo.

Rocío dijo...

Gracias Nerea :)

En cuanto a lo de pasarme por aquí... no dejes de contar con ello, otra cosa es que tenga algo que contar, pero como lectora no me perdéis ni de coña.

Aunque sea poquito a poco, da gusto ver cómo esto sigue saliendo adelante :D

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